Blog-Mortgage-Meltdown-and-Immorality

Entry for February 14, 2008 -

"mortgage meltdown" reflects lack of morality
in financial and legal ends of real estate

It's 5:00 a.m. and I have not been able to sleep. I am so upset
about the foreclosure action on my home. I think that's why
I've been depressed for a few days and feeling overwhelmed by
things like emails with jokes. Yesterday there was a letter from
the Wells Fargo lawyers saying that I have 30 days to raise
questions and if I don't then they will start foreclosure, then it
says they don't have to wait 30 days.

What's so drastically upsetting is that it's the same lawyers that
I complained to Wells Fargo about last foreclosure, and Wells
Fargo has never, not once responded.

Basically the lawyers forced me to file bankruptcy because they
would not give me twenty days to close on my rental and have
the money to pay my arrears. I had the money in exactly the
time I asked for. So when I wanted to refinance because I have
so much equity, I couldn't because of the bankruptcy.

And, the lawyers charged me exorbitant amounts of money for
their mean attacks. I call them attacks because it wasn't the
money they wanted, because I had said that was going to come
in twenty days, and it did. The next thing they did was refuse to
give me pay off figures because I was in bankruptcy. They
were just so mean, calculated mean, not accidental.

So to me, the "mortgage meltdown" reflects the horrendous
lack of morality in the financial and legal ends of real estate.
The lawyers were depraved, how else can I put it? A Deutsche
lawyer lied in court and the Wells Fargo lawyers were as mean
as they could be. Helped by the corruption of New Mexico
state courts.

That's why I can't sleep and why I keep thinking about death
and how before Maud Henon died she was thinking about the
worst things she had seen in her life, like during the war in
Belgium where she was from, she saw a woman hanging from
a church steeple with her baby hanging by its umbilical cord
from her womb. I think Maud said the woman had been blown
up there. But in any case, it was one of the worst things she'd
seen in her life. That's what she said to me about it. And now,
while it's not like seeing new life dead yet whipped by the wind
where it hangs from a church steeple, there is something
horrific about knowing that the rule of law is a laugh,
non-existent replaced by a taunt from lawyers who lie and hurt
people who have worked hard and done the right thing.

It is shocking and it's no wonder I can't sleep. I've taken loads
of extra methylcobalamin and it isn't enough to combat this
huge stress. I still have shockingly loud tinnitus and I can't sleep
and I feel depressed. And I think I must have had a
premonition of the letter and the fact that the same lawyers are
in place to harrass me and hurt me as much as they can... so
how can I rest when I am under attack? And how many
Americans are facing this? Sure, they say there's this and that
to help, but I think it's a bit of a lie. Perhaps it's there for a few,
for the favorites of whomever, whereas it should be equally
available to all who need help recovering from the fraud that's
been perpetrated.

In my case the fraud was real estate broker Wally Sargent
selling me a home that was not fit to live in, and the City of
Santa Fe passing it for all inspections. Such a shocking thing,
and from that I have this frustrating and exhausting brain injury
from a fall caused by the hydrogen sulfide. I was beside myself
the other day trying to talk on the phone. It's just hopeless.
Shocking and hopeless. Gandhi was lucky that there was the
rule of law in India.